I wasn't gonna blog today, but I thought I would vent for a minute. Well, most of you know who Allie and Brody's dad is, but for the sake of his privacy, lets call him LOSER!! For those who don't know here's a recap of mine and losers past: I have 2 babies with him (allie & brody), we were married for too many years, and we divorced. I tried to make it work, but when your taking care of three babies by yourself and your husband stays gone for weeks at a time, its takes a toil on your relationship. Oh, I failed to mention his cheating, lying, and "other" habits. Yep, he cheated and I took him back, what an idiot I was! hmm one good example of his lies, for a month he got up everyday for work and would come home sooo tired I would have to take kids to the other room, to come and find out he had lost that job because he failed a drug test. So, I followed him the next day (when he was going to work) and yeah, he was going to a girls house....and I stayed with him, what an idiot. Well, his "other" habit, I really hate to put out people's dirty laundry, so I won't go into too much detail, but if you've seen him, that's enough said!!!!
well, our marriage ended (wah, wah) that's really not what is on my mind. What I can't seem to accept is him abandoning his 2 children. When we divorced, he did his partying and seen them occasionally. Then, He started being a dad again, and he was always a dad to Alec, I will give him props for that. He was back in there lives and even though it wasn't your tradional family it was your traditional divorced family, which made me happy for the kids. Well, he has moved on in his life and our kids are not any priority to him at all. He went about 6 months without calling or seeing them, while I listened to my babies crying and asking me why they can't see their dad. He called a few months ago, wanting to see the children, claiming he wanted to be apart of their lives again. I was very hesitant about it, but I explained to him that this would be your last chance. I told him about all the hurt he had caused them and if he was going to be apart of their lives it was going to be every other weekend. I made sure he comprehended the fact that this would be the last time I gave him an opportunity to be a daddy to them. I mean if he can only be there at his convience, than that does them more harm than good. He was a dad for maybe 2 months, now it's back to nothing. He doesn't call, try to see them, or support them. He didn't hear Allie ask me last night will she ever be able to see her daddy again. He didn't hear Brody crying for him last week because he wants to see him. And he doesn't see Alec stepping up and loving those babies like loser should be doing!! As much as it hurts, He will NOT get another chance. There is no room for a part time dad at our house. Next time he calls crying, he'll here the dialtone. I have NO respect for him. He can put on a good show for people and deep down I want to believe he is a good person, but he is not any kind of daddy to my babies. there is no exscuses for him, just the simple word....pathetic. My babies will realize one day, that they did nothing to deserve this. I just have to show them extra love since it is only me there. to be continued... (oh and I could say so much worse, so if you don't like what you read, sorry but keep it to yourself nobody asked you to read it)
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