my best friend

Not throwing a pity party for myself everyone has had it rough, just gonna give you a "small" amount of info. on my past so you can see the reason I am the way I am.

My best friend, the one person who always was there for me, died in a car accident when we were in tenth grade. We met in 5th grade and spent all of our summers together. She absolutly loved cheering as much as I did (which was hard to do)!! The night she passed away, we were suppose to spend the night at her sister's house, but I never called her back.  Yep, that still haunts me. When I found out that she was gone, my life changed from that day forward.  It's weriod what an impact she made on me, but I think of her everyday. A part of me died that night. I know it's hard for people to understand why she meant that much to me, but she was the one person I could tell everything to and she never judged me. She read her bible every morning before school, and not only did she tell her family, she also told me whe was going to die young. She told me what cheerleading outfit she wanted to be burried in and I told her family. We didn't talk about God, Jesus, or the Bible in our house growing up, and she was always so worried about me. She always wanted to tell me about God, and would ask me if I was saved.  I can remember laying in my bad and her asking me if I was saved and if I believed in God, and I replied" well, I say my prayers every night." At 14, I didn't have any clue to what she was talking about.  But when she passed, I knew then. I couldn't have gotten through that without God.  Every word she had ever said to me, all came back.  She touched many people's lives, but I believe I was one reason for her being here. I named my little girl after her, Allie Camille.  I can't wait for the day when I will see her again. She was an Angel on earth and now she is in heaven, watching over my family. I love you dearly, Camille Renee' Sellers